settling for less.

i've met sooo many females that have always settle for less. why? smh .. i have no clue but why is at a national epidemic of the young adullt female to always settle for less. i never understood that and i dnt think i ever will. i know what im capable of & i know what im worth .. so why are you settling for barely mediocre. i guess its something i .will always want to undrstand but will never get becuase people will always do what they want right? lol right. in society now days, i think half are the people i speak to are in this same categorie. i feel whoever a person with reflects who you are intially & if that person is pure jerk & barely maintaining then what does that say about you? that your just a follower yourself? or are you trying to teach them something becuase ive been there and done that & trying to help someone who doesnt want help is like,,asking a homeless person for a dollar. not gonna HAPPEN !! ive learned at a young age to just keep my mouth shut & if asked then your damn right im gnna say what i have to say. lol but i mean as repeated in the long run, your going to do what you want to do right? i knw you wont catch me with no dumbass, believe that. been there done that,, didnt go anywhere but down. srry. =)

hottie the week; Wendell Lissimore

Wendell Lissimore is a 21 year old male model and has completed campaigns for Hermes, Emanuel Ungaro and Kris Van Assche. Lissimore is represented by Ford Homme in Paris, Bookings in London and Group in Barcelona ... Looking this good he's going to have his work cut out for him!

where you from?

why do i always hear people asking this and then when i say San Diego there like, " ohhhh, i heard its nice out there sexy dudes and cute ass girls ". excuse me as i choke on my midori sour. but san diego is one of the 10 wackest cities in the world. if its not the rude ass people, the bad drivers who wnna cut you off on the 805s becuase your going 80 the fast lane... & thats normally too slow lol. dont get me wrong if you are ready to retire its poppin. but as far as night life your left to a limited area where parking is always terrible & you pay to see the same people which isnt always cute. dnt get me wrong it does have its good points like the weather & limited natural disaters, beaches and good schools. but when your a young adult theres more to life then just that. its hard to find people to associate with the same interests. & even harder to establish a relationship with someone becuase half the people have talked and etc. with the same people. when i think about it theres no famous people from here except a semi-known rapper & Nick Cannon but ive never heard his ass claim here lol. to each its own, the only thing that keepsme in this bobo city is family.. =)

the last straw.

some people just run there mouth for no reason. & now days it seems like the guys run there mouths more than the females! lmao .. what's the world coming too? there's nothing I hate more than a person esp. a male who runs there mouth for nooooo reason just because there mad. you would think that with society today, these negros would learn how to shut the hell up. it seems like the new epidemic is the; run your mouth syndrome just because. I could see if it was really something serious but I dnt talk shit about people, if you say something aboutme ill state the truth not make lies and run my mouth because you dnt like me for a hot minute. I'm at a point not in my life where I could give two fcuks about anything or anyone .. because things change & like life things/people come and go. I knw whats important to me and he say, she say is soo 2007. but heyy people will be people. I ll pray for all those who still act iggnorant and want to be childish. from this day forward no more negative people around me & folks wonder why I dnt have real friends. half the people are more like associates .. pet peeve # 1!! lol. moral of the story; don't run your mouth just because your immature and dnt have shit else to do. half the time, the contents of the matter isn't even all true,, hell it could all be a lie! fcuk, site your damn sources! let's go back to essays and do it like that. I'm gnna be on some kayne shit and be cocky ass fcuk because I dnt give a damn.. bottom line; find a hobby, I hear basketweaving is poppin.

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hottie of the week; sexy travis mccoy

i can nvr get enough of his differentness? lol if thats a word.
i started stalkin him on "cupids chokehold" video,,
hella wishing i was one of them cupid kids lol .. krumpin!
his tattoos are lovely, hes not all ghetto acting, makes me wnna
start a rock band summin` tuff .. & just look at the lips.
i stay stalking him` ; http://traviesblog.com/

my very first time survey ..

1.Who was your FIRST date?
donomy


2. Do you still talk to your FIRST love?
yea, when he wnts to act right

3. What was your FIRST alcoholic drink?
malibu w/ pineapple juice

4. What was your FIRST job?
kids footlocker; fashion valley bitchhh !!


5. What was your FIRST car?
2001 mazda protege

6. Who was the FIRST person to text you today?
the boo thang/boyfriend

7. Who is the FIRST person you thought of this morning?
the boyfriend

8. Who was your FIRST grade teacher?
ms. dorothy

9. Where did you go on your FIRST ride on an airplane?
detriot, michigan

10. Who was your FIRST best friend and are you still friends with them?
khadija & no

11. What was your FIRST sport played?
tennia !! venus williams of dee ghetto lol

12. Where was your FIRST sleep over?
@ my house duhh


13. Who was the FIRST person you talked to today?
my mom

14. Whose wedding were you in the FIRST time?
no ones *tear*, my own soon =)

15. What was the FIRST thing you did this morning?
pee`d

16. What was the FIRST concert you ever went to?
ll cool j @ the sports arena " somthing like a phenomenon " lmao ..

17. FIRST tattoo, piercing?
the hearts behind my ear, bottom ears

18. FIRST foreign country you went to?
mexico?

19. What was your FIRST run in with the law?
mannnn, a couple mnths ago. for my tint .. dumn ass hell

20. When was your FIRST detention?
9th grade, imma gee

21. What was the FIRST state you lived in?
killah cali ,, ughh

22. Who was the FIRST person to break your heart?
curtis that wnt to lincoln hs summer skool lol .. sob

23. Who was your FIRST roommate?
my sister

24. Where did you go on your FIRST limo ride?
a funeral =(

25. Who will be the FIRST to re post this?
whoever is flyy like me ..

i tag; who ever wnts to do it.

think of out the boxx.

whats wrong with being different now days? i think some of us have it but some of us are still lacking some creativity. its really funny to see the faces of people when i show them a picture of my boyfriend becuase hes nothing like me. becuase im a little white washed female lol with a swagger like kayne, i get that confused look. but whats wrong with being different? yea i dnt use slang or have a big body car but i can still hang with those who got it. not every hood boy wants a hood girl either. i think its cute when people go out the race or even out there comfort zone to date. i just got hella lucky that mines worked out becuase this dude is helllla different from the squares i normally have liked in the past. look at Kayne & Amber Rose there hella cuteee and im sure theres more where that came from too.

anywaysss, school is still cool. free money for college is always cool too. working at a high school you can defintely help out those who really want it. & ive found out that alot of the students there get free lunch & come from bad famailies. it always touches me to see pregnant females 16-19 in the counseling office dropping there classes becuase they have to take care of family. working for fafsa is hella cool becuase the students who do get into a college really do thank you & appreciate all that free $$$ there gnna get in the next semester. what kills me though, is the ones who think its funny to say there gnna be a crackhead or the ones who dont take the free lunch becauase they act like there too good. i knw me and cindy be killlllin` the free lunch game @ the high school. lol hell you would too if you were a starving college student oh well.

drizzzy aka drake; it must be love =)/keri hilson w. the boo

am i the only one thats in love w/ this man?
no i`m not jumping on the bandwagon becuase
ive been down since degrassi, fool. lol, hes just
got that canadian swagger & his sexy if i may
say so myself.