settling for less.

i've met sooo many females that have always settle for less. why? smh .. i have no clue but why is at a national epidemic of the young adullt female to always settle for less. i never understood that and i dnt think i ever will. i know what im capable of & i know what im worth .. so why are you settling for barely mediocre. i guess its something i .will always want to undrstand but will never get becuase people will always do what they want right? lol right. in society now days, i think half are the people i speak to are in this same categorie. i feel whoever a person with reflects who you are intially & if that person is pure jerk & barely maintaining then what does that say about you? that your just a follower yourself? or are you trying to teach them something becuase ive been there and done that & trying to help someone who doesnt want help is like,,asking a homeless person for a dollar. not gonna HAPPEN !! ive learned at a young age to just keep my mouth shut & if asked then your damn right im gnna say what i have to say. lol but i mean as repeated in the long run, your going to do what you want to do right? i knw you wont catch me with no dumbass, believe that. been there done that,, didnt go anywhere but down. srry. =)

hottie the week; Wendell Lissimore

Wendell Lissimore is a 21 year old male model and has completed campaigns for Hermes, Emanuel Ungaro and Kris Van Assche. Lissimore is represented by Ford Homme in Paris, Bookings in London and Group in Barcelona ... Looking this good he's going to have his work cut out for him!

where you from?

why do i always hear people asking this and then when i say San Diego there like, " ohhhh, i heard its nice out there sexy dudes and cute ass girls ". excuse me as i choke on my midori sour. but san diego is one of the 10 wackest cities in the world. if its not the rude ass people, the bad drivers who wnna cut you off on the 805s becuase your going 80 the fast lane... & thats normally too slow lol. dont get me wrong if you are ready to retire its poppin. but as far as night life your left to a limited area where parking is always terrible & you pay to see the same people which isnt always cute. dnt get me wrong it does have its good points like the weather & limited natural disaters, beaches and good schools. but when your a young adult theres more to life then just that. its hard to find people to associate with the same interests. & even harder to establish a relationship with someone becuase half the people have talked and etc. with the same people. when i think about it theres no famous people from here except a semi-known rapper & Nick Cannon but ive never heard his ass claim here lol. to each its own, the only thing that keepsme in this bobo city is family.. =)

the last straw.

some people just run there mouth for no reason. & now days it seems like the guys run there mouths more than the females! lmao .. what's the world coming too? there's nothing I hate more than a person esp. a male who runs there mouth for nooooo reason just because there mad. you would think that with society today, these negros would learn how to shut the hell up. it seems like the new epidemic is the; run your mouth syndrome just because. I could see if it was really something serious but I dnt talk shit about people, if you say something aboutme ill state the truth not make lies and run my mouth because you dnt like me for a hot minute. I'm at a point not in my life where I could give two fcuks about anything or anyone .. because things change & like life things/people come and go. I knw whats important to me and he say, she say is soo 2007. but heyy people will be people. I ll pray for all those who still act iggnorant and want to be childish. from this day forward no more negative people around me & folks wonder why I dnt have real friends. half the people are more like associates .. pet peeve # 1!! lol. moral of the story; don't run your mouth just because your immature and dnt have shit else to do. half the time, the contents of the matter isn't even all true,, hell it could all be a lie! fcuk, site your damn sources! let's go back to essays and do it like that. I'm gnna be on some kayne shit and be cocky ass fcuk because I dnt give a damn.. bottom line; find a hobby, I hear basketweaving is poppin.

spring is almost here..

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hottie of the week; sexy travis mccoy

i can nvr get enough of his differentness? lol if thats a word.
i started stalkin him on "cupids chokehold" video,,
hella wishing i was one of them cupid kids lol .. krumpin!
his tattoos are lovely, hes not all ghetto acting, makes me wnna
start a rock band summin` tuff .. & just look at the lips.
i stay stalking him` ; http://traviesblog.com/

my very first time survey ..

1.Who was your FIRST date?
donomy


2. Do you still talk to your FIRST love?
yea, when he wnts to act right

3. What was your FIRST alcoholic drink?
malibu w/ pineapple juice

4. What was your FIRST job?
kids footlocker; fashion valley bitchhh !!


5. What was your FIRST car?
2001 mazda protege

6. Who was the FIRST person to text you today?
the boo thang/boyfriend

7. Who is the FIRST person you thought of this morning?
the boyfriend

8. Who was your FIRST grade teacher?
ms. dorothy

9. Where did you go on your FIRST ride on an airplane?
detriot, michigan

10. Who was your FIRST best friend and are you still friends with them?
khadija & no

11. What was your FIRST sport played?
tennia !! venus williams of dee ghetto lol

12. Where was your FIRST sleep over?
@ my house duhh


13. Who was the FIRST person you talked to today?
my mom

14. Whose wedding were you in the FIRST time?
no ones *tear*, my own soon =)

15. What was the FIRST thing you did this morning?
pee`d

16. What was the FIRST concert you ever went to?
ll cool j @ the sports arena " somthing like a phenomenon " lmao ..

17. FIRST tattoo, piercing?
the hearts behind my ear, bottom ears

18. FIRST foreign country you went to?
mexico?

19. What was your FIRST run in with the law?
mannnn, a couple mnths ago. for my tint .. dumn ass hell

20. When was your FIRST detention?
9th grade, imma gee

21. What was the FIRST state you lived in?
killah cali ,, ughh

22. Who was the FIRST person to break your heart?
curtis that wnt to lincoln hs summer skool lol .. sob

23. Who was your FIRST roommate?
my sister

24. Where did you go on your FIRST limo ride?
a funeral =(

25. Who will be the FIRST to re post this?
whoever is flyy like me ..

i tag; who ever wnts to do it.

think of out the boxx.

whats wrong with being different now days? i think some of us have it but some of us are still lacking some creativity. its really funny to see the faces of people when i show them a picture of my boyfriend becuase hes nothing like me. becuase im a little white washed female lol with a swagger like kayne, i get that confused look. but whats wrong with being different? yea i dnt use slang or have a big body car but i can still hang with those who got it. not every hood boy wants a hood girl either. i think its cute when people go out the race or even out there comfort zone to date. i just got hella lucky that mines worked out becuase this dude is helllla different from the squares i normally have liked in the past. look at Kayne & Amber Rose there hella cuteee and im sure theres more where that came from too.

anywaysss, school is still cool. free money for college is always cool too. working at a high school you can defintely help out those who really want it. & ive found out that alot of the students there get free lunch & come from bad famailies. it always touches me to see pregnant females 16-19 in the counseling office dropping there classes becuase they have to take care of family. working for fafsa is hella cool becuase the students who do get into a college really do thank you & appreciate all that free $$$ there gnna get in the next semester. what kills me though, is the ones who think its funny to say there gnna be a crackhead or the ones who dont take the free lunch becauase they act like there too good. i knw me and cindy be killlllin` the free lunch game @ the high school. lol hell you would too if you were a starving college student oh well.

drizzzy aka drake; it must be love =)/keri hilson w. the boo

am i the only one thats in love w/ this man?
no i`m not jumping on the bandwagon becuase
ive been down since degrassi, fool. lol, hes just
got that canadian swagger & his sexy if i may
say so myself.

Spring Break 2009?

so while i was at Remedys house yesterday milikin` it, a emergency new break came on talking about 'dnt go to Mexico for Spring Break' we both said WHAT !! lol cause that was our plan, we were gnna do it The Hills style and pack up the whites, blacks, mexicans, indians .. everyone to Cabo Spring Break MTV Style. But all be damned if i go out there and get my wig spilt for being in the wrong place at the wrong time. im COOOOL like foreals seriously. they showed pictures of people on the ground laying in there blood and it was just terrible.

I couldnt imagine living in a 3rd world country with all that type of drama going on around me everyday. i knw when we used to go down there for braces we would try to bring clothes, shoes, anything down there becuase those people dont deserve anything but the best. so now, ill prolly just go to the bay as usual and visit and be with the boyfriend/fiancee. Although Richmond/Oakland isnt any better lol its a hell of a lot better than a foreign country.

Love Lockdown? Say it aint So !!

February 20, 2009.
MediaTakeOut.com has been hearing rumblings for weeks that rapper Kanye West was dating video model Amber Rose. For example, here’s what the NY Daily News is reporting:
Kanye West has a new lady love: model Amber Rose. The two stepped out as a couple this Fashion Week, cuddling at Nur Khan’s Rose Bar on Tuesday night and attending Narciso Rodriguez and Alexandre Herchcovitch’s fashion shows together…“She’s going to be good for him,” an insider confides. “Amber is a model with a fly, out-there, in-your-face style and attitude, just like Kanye. She’s his match.” Gee … they would be a perfect match … if she wasn’t INTO CHICKS !!!

thanks mediatakeout.com, i`ll take Kayne, Amber.. =) & nice edge up kiddo.

sneaker freaker.

I WANT SUPRAS!! you always hear about the boys having them but whatta bout females? I think i want to cop these and be a trendsetter. what do you think?

DVS x HUF Doughboy Releases.
These are kinda different & flyy.
I like the neon colors .. they kinda stand out.
DVS x HUF Doughboy Release

thanks nicekicks.com.

nervin` me.

while driving back from LA yesterday, i was thinking to myself about what annoys me and my pet peeves. lol RANDOM? yes, i knw but oh well deal with it.

#05; people that talk about what there doing but really arent doing shit. " oh yea im in law school and then im gonna be a enterainment lawyer ".. but wait?? how are you in law school but you havent even graduated from college yet? why must we lie about what were doing in 2009. people arent gnna think more of you if your hella lying and everyone knws it. geesh tell the truth, its really not that serious.

#04; girls that are all about there boyfriends and diss there friends to be with them all the time. " hey girl let`s go see that madea goes to jail movie tmrw." her= " oh okay but lemme ask jerry if he wants to go too " REWIND! did i ask jerry to come with us? hmmm, *remebers my convo* apprently not. & pls dnt ask your boyfriend if its ok when your not engaged/married.

#03; ask me to buy you something, take you somewhere without paying me gas money/food/pesos/yen anything or borrow my clothes and we just met each other 2 weeks ago. i think thats prolly why i really dnt have that many friends lol becuase if its not someone asking to drive m car becuase it looks better than theres, or becuase they just dnt feel like driving and wnna be a lazy ass or is just a freeloader in general. i mean sometimes i think i have a sign that says, " hey, this im hella nice .. try me ."

#02; people who put there life story on aim. it`s annoying and confusing when i have associates who come at me for advice about physical abuse or even mental abuse but then put out that info in your away. i dnt think that a subject that intese would be something i would tell to everyone on the aim/aol world. its not fair to you or any other instance a person might be going thru. aim drama is the worst and then people wonder why others talk to much. becuase your dumb ass told the world about your pregnancy or abuse or what have you. but you havent told your parents and then are embrassed about the outcome. pls protect yourself & others by not doing that shit, its immature and not cute.

#1; being judged. i hate when people have heard about me some way & think becuase of that they knw me. its funny to me when a person says, "oh ya i dnt like rickey becuase ... " whatever reason. mind you theyve nvr had a conversation with me, they heard about me from some boy or girl that saw my myspace, saw me at a party 2yrs ago or better yet have seen a picture of me. of course we as humans are just prone to judging people at times but instead of going by what everyone else has said just take a min. & go out your comfort zone to see what there about.

*drops the mic* dueces.

Hottie of the Week; Shawn Sutton

I think the hottest guys are the underwear models =) lol .. Anyways this is Shawn Sutton, nice body, sexy look going on here. Models for Calvin Klein underwear. . the things i wouldnt do to become a photographer sometimes. oh oops! lol enjoy.

Makeup Surveyyy ..

Tagged by Ms. Amanda Mercedes.

Shampoo: Motions Moisture Creme

Condtioner: Motions Revilatilizing

Styling products: Revlon Serum, African Pride Hair Spray, Olive Oil Wrap Lotion

Shower Gel: Dove Milk

Body moisturizer: Victoria Secret Pink, Viva La Juicy Lotion

Deodorant: Natural Tom`s from henrys

Fake Tan: naw bruh i`m black

Cleanser: Ambi Black Soap

Eye makeup remover: Dove Soap & water

Exfoliator: St. Ives Apricot Scrub

Primer: n/a

Foundation: MAC Studio Fix NC 43

Foundation brush: MAC

Concealer: MAC Select Cover Up

Powder: MAC Mineralizer Skinfinish Natural

Blusher: MAC in Sweet Cocoa or Nars in Orgasm

Bronzer: no

Highlighter: no

Eyeshadow base: none

Eyeshadows: usually MAC Amber Lights, Urban Decay in Midnight Cowboy

Eyeliner: Maybeline ExpertWear in Black

Eyelash curler: I have no idea, some little cheap thing i stole from Remedys house

base: none

Mascara: CoverGirl Super Thick Lash in Brown

Lipstick: Victoria Secret Lipgloss, Lancome Juicy Tubes in Dreamsicle, Carmex cherry

Nail Colour: clear

Perfume: Viva la Juicy, L.A.M.B. by Gwen Stefani

i tag Jess, Remedy, Juju ..

iphone PRO.

whattttt. i wnt it & i wnt it now ! lol.

Watchmen.

this should be good ..

valentines recap

my weekend was good started off on thurs. going on a straight flight up north to visit the boyfriend. got up there at a good time, but since i`m scared to death of planes i was trying to drink before i got on it but my dad was with me .. ughh oh well. it took it like a man and got in it. there was mild turbulence and all but it was an ok ride. spent alot of time together and made our first little breakfast together lmao, my hash browns came out a little burned but it`s ok becuase we both still ate em. i swear it rains wayyyyyyyy to much up north for my taste but it`s cool.. i had my little pea coat and did it moving. i was mad that roscoes chicken and waffles went outta business there in oakland .. thats like my fav. spot in the whole world and it was gone =( but yea i enjoy going up there but long distance things are kosher. you get sad and mad & all that mumble jumble becuase you dont see the person and then your phone bill gets all high. lol becuase you cant see each other ughh. i hateeee the rain though, it makes all the little cute hair styles and stuff not look cute anymore. my weave started to get all nasty and i had to keep flat ironing it lol. ughh, anyways i bought him a new sprint cell phone & i got a promise ring .. awww!! it was hella outta the blue and this fool had the nerve to say he had bought me something from walgreen`s. so it was hella outta the blue i was expecting a little trinket type shit like a freakin` teddy bear but yea i got back on sunday and now i`m at boring school getting rained on .. GREAT.

Foooooodddd.

i`m attempting to learn how to cook at this great age of 22 years old. YES, i knw i`m hella late in trying to learn but whatever i`ll get there. so anyways, moms has been trying to teach me becuase shes like the Emerill of San Diego .. so she thinks.. but anyways, it`s hard for me to grasp the simple part of seasoning. OMGGG !! thats the hardest part, yea i can get frying & baking & sauteeing but seasoning? homieee, i thought putting salt & pepper to taste was the key! appartenly i was wrong & my shit always comes out tasting bland as hell. excuse my arrogance but damn, its funny becuase she trys to keep me just dicing & slicing stuff. but i really wnt to get into the meat of things and do some SEASONING shit lol. thats what makes it taste good .. its weird becuase i cnt eat stuff like baked goods thats ive made becuase ive seen it made from raw. strange yes i knw but yea since i`m moving out soon i figure i better start learning how to cook & learning how to season my stuff so that it tastes as good as it looks. lol, so far my mom hasnt let me do anything but chop like i said, she thinks im not ready to make my own dish yet. hopefully, i`ll get there soon or else i`mma be eating frozen foods for the next 6mnths.. which is not a good look. but for now i`m like the best pasta maker in this town .. lol a little salt BAM ! a little pre-made pasta sauuce BAM ! my shit`s semi-poppin` .. what you thought? im still learning, sue me.

Flyy Society.

can i have some cool ass dude friend`s like them? thanks. ..

Holy Macaroni`s

since i`m growing up & about to be 23 soon. YES!! 23 thats ridicoulous, i woulda never thought i would have been 23 in a couple mnths. it`s crazy how life passes you by and ever moment is a memory. i defintely knw what the saying "enjoy it becuase it`ll pass you by quickly" means. becauase seriously time is passing by like hella quick so everyone should have a plan. this recession stuff kill`s me .. on the new`s it said that 400,000 people filled new claims for unemployment this past 2 weeks. thats just CRAZY & AMAZING at the same time. I mean is that what it`s really coming down too? Hommiee, if thats the case im stacking my pennies (literally) lol like now. My dad thinks since hes getting 2 pensions from being retired as well as his social security he`s going to build some magical cave in Ecuador and live like King Tut himself .. which is cute but broham pls .. he`s only thinking about himself.

Anyways, went to Target and my dad was being nice and bought me a ipod Shuffle. yes i knw im 20 years late but heyy, lol my bad. my little ipod Shuffle is poppin` with the little apple stickers, i think its just cute enough for me. i`m all fasincated with electronics and how they wrk. like how do they make little things like ipods wrk & what are they made of? lol, i knw i`m not the only one who wonder that shit foreals. i think its just enough for me not to fall asleep in class or the perfect reason to walk fast when some not cute person at school tries to make conversation about my shoes. & Remedy found a perfect website for us college student`s, who dnt wnna spend hella money for books (chegg.com). we didnt knw you could rent out the txtbooks for 60-80 % of the cost! OMGGGGGGGGG, here i am spending my rim money for my education. so shout out to her for that info.

Cnt Wear Skinnie Jeans, Cus HIS Knots dnt Fit

so i`m telling the boyfriend, he needs to step his swagger up & do something a little different as far as his wardorbe. he think`s being cutee & comfortable is wearing jays`,timberlands or air forces .. uhh no! step your game up pal. i know with how i am i`m always looking into whats new with fashion & how to look different from these folks out here. he thinks that having swagger is wearing black & white and nice levi/girbaud jeans. grossss.. lol it`s 2009 not 2000 .. all i`m saying is let me help you geesh lol. so we discussed this & he`s like, "well if you dnt like it then buy my something different or help me dress how you wnt me too".. hmm. nice that he has a open horizon & is letting me help him, lol.

well i`ll see him in a week or two and were gnna be all out in the city trying to step his SWAGGER up just a tad. not anything out the ordinary but just a little more color & a couple more choices. i like Crooks n` Castles on guys, crisp Levi Jeans & what not. I was looking on one of my favorite websites hypebeast.com and they have some cool little looks for guys. some up & coming companies; like http://www.choiceisyours.jk/ have some lookbook`s that are pretty sickkk. but at the end of the day it doesnt matter becuase it`s whats in the inside right? bullshit! well help him out some how.. to be continuted lol forsure.

Hottie of the day; young L from the PACK.

if you dnt knw by now i`m totally in Love w/Kayne & i always see alot of dudes put up their favorite little honey or show some spotlight to those attractive, smart or different. sooooo, for the females out there. this is my type of taste so to speak.





name; young L
industry; music
location; berkeley, bay area
group; the PACK

Martin Louie King jr aka Kayne West

i`ve always loved kayne west, since "thru the wire" when everyone was on his dick real tuff. i`ve been on his cocky shit forever lol. i` love his swagg, his cockyness, his confidence everything. hes just ridiclous to me .. for some great reason. he`s even sexy becuase he`s actually handsome & his fashion game is insane to me. but hey thats just my opinon lol. some people might think im hella weird and dumb for that. but hey alexis, i`ll take your sloppy seconds foreal.

i`m always a fan of his blog & any upcoming projects he has. so when he comes out & says he`s doing something with Louis Vutton you knw i`m hella stoked. lmao, i wasnt really feeling the red sneakers but i do love the concept & would buy them to stunt on these hoes real quick. gimme a couple mnths lol.


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Back in the Day; when i was young i`m not a kid anymore

mannnn, i remember the good ole days when there was no bills, lol didnt have to pay for college books, didnt have to worry about looking cute, skinning your knee was the thing to do & you would end the day with nice Juicy glass of kool-aid & watch the power rangers. geesh, those days were great lol. no cares in the world didnt have to worry about jack except figuring out what to wear to school tmrw. & why dont people have slumber parties anymore? i want a good pillow fight lol like right now. ughh, i miss the old days.