Thursday, January 22, 2009

Friends. How many of us have them?

so i was looking back in my photobucket all bored and stuff, getting my stuff organized just becuase i hate a mess .. & i look at half of these pictures and think .. lol i dnt even talk to HALF these people anymore. why not? becuase either they came at me iggnorant, were just plain trifiliant, didnt have anything in common except for myspace, used me meet other people, acted boy crazy or were just plain boring/weak minded. it`s sooooo weird to me how some people are in your life for literally what seem`s like a season. you knw a whole winter, or maybe a whole summer but after that .. it`s like you & those friends that were cool in the summer & were going to all the parties with in LA and etc. dont even talk anymore. as i get older, i tend to realize that these things do happen for a reason, sometimes i see people that had problems with me over guys or maybe even guys who just ran there mouths too much & we both decided to not even be cool anymore. although then theres those who had problems becuase of childish things like money, shoes, hoes, bro`s, myspace, facebook or not sharing your last peach optimo with. either or those people or so called friends were there for a reason.. & i think that with everything that has happened to me good or bad, id like to put it in perspective & learn something from them and the experience that we both had in each others life. thing`s like getting into an childish arguement over you not giving back my gucci bag in the 12th grade is childish or simply saying, "oh i dnt talk to so & so becuase he didnt put gas in my car when we wnt to that function" .. it`s stupid becuase those LITTLE things can all be taken away without even knwing or being aware of it. so id like to say that i`m happy with the people who are around me for either that season or for a simple reason. even if you aren`t gnna be in my life in March or June it`s ok becuase with getting older it`s all about experiences and learning from the mistakes that have happened. So knw that if i do see those who i`m not really cool with or have had beef with in the past, i`m still gnna chuck the dueces, smile, head nod .. what have you in my Coach Shoes and keep it pushin` lol. You wnt to be iggnorant & what have you go ahead but i`m on this grown persona and no one`s gnna knock it. TRUST ME. In the end, you only have yourself,remember that.

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